LOL JK

guys i think im gonna move back to bakaminako. i dont really like this journal name anymore, and people are bein mean to me here.

so add me back there, ok? my entries r gonna b friends only so u gotta b my friend to read about my lief!!

ok i wunna talk abou a more SEREUS topic in my journal


sex



LOL

ok SO liek van wus my 1st n everythin which means i wus a VIRGEN be4 him. he has bin my onli 1 so far n i got pregnent n had his babi which mum is takin care of rite now but i might just leav little sora there caus im still young n i wunna have fun. im
just gonna say it

van isnt very good. HE HASNT MADE ME REACH ORGASM YET. IDK WUT TO DO cus he wont let me masterbat caus he wants 2 b the onli one down there n HE LAST LIKE 2 MINUTEZ. that iz how i got pregn. like he wus like I JUS WNNA FEEL U WITHOU CONDOM n i was liek ok n then he SLIPPD IN THRE and he cam in me n then i had sora 9 months latr.

wel i hav been hangin out w/ this othr guy his nam is paul (that iz his real nam) it is actualy van's friend we r livin with but van is study lot of the time so i hang out with paul I REALLY REALLY REALLY LIEK PAUL but i dnt no why cuz I AM ENGAGD TO
VAN
i am slutty i gues i wanna do paul so badly o he also is not asian he is american whic is WEIRD FOR ME 2 LIEK
he like anime and video game a lot he told me he has a crush on me and we kissed (LOL) whil we were talkin about like blach or something

i hope van doesnt find out CUS IT WOULD RUIN ME

i dont no if i want to marry van anymore..............

he sucks at sex

lol i am sneakin on the computer cause i dont care what van says 2 do lol. he is kinda mean 2 me like 2day earlier i was bein mean i guess and he tol me he will slap me across the face if i dont stop. so i stoped cause i was scared.

i hope that he doesnt care that i am online cause i am TALKING TO CHIZURU ^____^ agin and that makes me happy causei miss her she is gonna be in my wedding I AM SO EXCITED FO RM WEDDING IW ANT THE HELLO KITTY WEDDIN DRESS

lol it is so cute i wonder if my mom will get it for me i want a japanese themed weddin cause van is japanese. i hop he can be a citisen soon. he is stil a student. DID I TELL U GUYZ THAT VAN IS IN COLLAGE NOW.

he is so smrt
i am not gonna go to colleg. i think i am gunna just try 2 sew stff and sell it !!

anyway i am gunna go cause i dunno what else 2 rightabout!

an update on life van and i ar takin a road trip n my mom is takin care of my baby with him. i named the baby sora caus i like kingdom heats a lot. his middle name is jonas after the jonasbros. his last name start with w but icnt tell u wut it is LOL. van n i are engagd now cause we have been togethr for like ever. we are gonna get married sometim soon i hope. i want a BIG WEDDING N i want ALL OF MY FRIENDZ TO COME.

chizuru is gonna be my best woman and i am real exsited 2 se her. i thin we r gunna get marrid in vegas tho. i hop everone flys out there cause IT IS FAWKIN VAGES YOU NO?????????

any hooo van wants 2 go 2 bed so c u l8r guyz

hi guyz im not ded lol

k this was requestd by sara agin bcuz shes kinda a noob at makin some icons?



1. first pick n image 2 werk with i picked this rly hot one of zac efron if u wana a piccy of him go to google images because hes hot i typed in Zac EfRon Hott 2 find mine

2. ok i duplicated my origainl image twice i think n i set the layers to overlay and screen in dat order?

3. ok make a new layer n fill it with dark blue n set it t exclusion!

4. make nu layer n fill that with the same dark blue n iset my layer to SAUTRATION n the number is 40

5. ok now use a pinkish color (lol pink is such a grly color) on a nu layer n fill it with that pink n set it to uh luminence l n the number is 26

OK NOW U HAVE THE NICE COLURINGS

i made a white bar at the bottom of the iconz n i put the text SHARE{ing} becuz he is staring at me plz dun COPY MAKE UR OWN TEXT

well they came and took van away becuz he wasnt sposed to be here i dont know where they took him prbly back to our hometown id say he went back 2 japan but they dunno he is the father of my baby so i think hes safe

i am getting kinda upset becaus i typ in a realy laid back way n stuff bcuz i liek 2 type rly fast but u know i get called a troll all the time i know what a troll is whne i posted on messageboards a lot of ppl would troll them n call us stupid so i know wut it is but i am a reel girl n stuff but it just upsts me

sry i was venting

last night really really late my mom called me because van's reel host family called them asking where i was because some teacher at my old high school called the police to investigate van's host family because van hadn't been in school for almost 2 months. his host family new he came here with me but my mom dint know that i brot him along so now i am kinda in trouble

big troubles

and if that wasn't bad enough this happened earlier today..

my aunt and van were out grosery shoppin today when i got a fonecall from the hospital sayin that they had a huge wreck out on the hiway and that my aunt was ok but van was sent to the hospital. now higher authority type ppl know that van is here with me and he will get taken away and he wont' be able to be in my babi's life
what should i do guys

what should i do? i want him to be part of my baby's life but he can't be involved all the wey in japan, u kno?

uh so my parents r coming down to see me at my crazy lesbo aunts home. i dont know what to do with van
i have to think of something tho

they cant know hes here with me.

sorry guyz ive been really busy lately i will try to update more and comment i am so sorry

let me tell you a little story about my old life back at my old town and school.i had met van a japanese foreign exchange student and i really liked him and so did my bff chizuru.so she kinda fot over him with me n stuff,but in the end i ended up getting the guy n she was so jealous.she started a lot of rumors n stuff about me.she is really good at liying n dat is all she does.

she kept hitting on van while i was dating him and making up lies like "ya i almost slept with him ^_______^" just so id break up with him so she could have him and she pretended to like ichigo just to make him jealous and stuff and it didn't work and she was like "yeah he is just trying not to hurt u".

we made up a couple of times.and then i got pregnant so i needed someone to confide in and she and i became best friends again.i thought i would have been okay just wearing baggier clothing n stuff at school n nobody except me her and van would ever know.if people found out van would have been sen back 2 japan n stuff n i didnt want that.so then she went and told everyone.everyone.everoyne.she also said that i might be making it up so van doesnt leave me for her WTF that is not right.

ALL MY FRIENDS THEN DITCHED ME.they werentmad that i was pregnant but they were mad that i didnt tell them so i had to tell my parents and they told me that i had to leave and get away from this life and van.so my grandma sent me to live wit my gay aunt meredith in georgia where i am gonna have the baby and get a job at pizza hut or something.

well my family doesn't know that she took van down here too and van goes to high school down here now.chizuru was hartbroken he told me.SHE STILL TEXT MESSAGES HIM LITTLE LOVE NOTES LIKE "next time ur up here were gunna have to hang out" but she denies it all when i ask her about it i dont' usually mention it because i kinda trust van but i don't trust her and i dont' want him 2 get drunk and her take advantage of that
i don't know what to do bcuz now we're figting and she might tell my parents van is down here with me.

my lief is so much differnet now than it used to b in bakaminako n that is why i made a nu journal

yes i still talk to chizuru but she tells ppl she doesn't like me bcuz im kinda a loser in my old school ever1 kinda hates me ;_; she told me its no hard feelingz but she finally has reel friends so i told her ok whatever just teech me to m ake some icons as good as yours

this is whhat happened i got lil outta control i drank n partied wit van everynite he made me he was so hot well he kinda got me to ~*u kno ;)*~ wit him n stuff n

we had an accident if u no what i mean.
if not you wil know soon!

so i went to japan with him for christmas break to meet his family i got lots of japanes kawaii anime stuff lol.

now im back in the states i was sent to live with my crazy lesbo aunt in georgia and she took brought van down here too without my parents knowing becus she wants the baby to have the father and van wants to be around to raise it with me so we r gonna git him to stay here in the states soon becuz he has 2 go soon. maybe ill get 2 go 2 japan WITH HIM:O!!!\

i gotta go 2 bed this is bad for the baby.

hi well today i made some really good icons for some icontests so i hope they do really well
i went out with veronica today we had some pizza from pizza hutof all places lol it was so good maybe i should make some pizza hut icons????????


sorry i am so obsessed with icons now that chizuru showed me how to make them lol!!!

i decided i was gonna use thihs as my eel journal now and make a communit  y for me iconz and my frend chizuru is gunna post some 2

i cant wait 2 make my first icon post ive been working so hard on sum stuff